finding solace

.i want to be alone.i want to lie on my bed all day long.i want to sleep.i want to rest.I'M TiRED!
.alone, lying on my bed, sleeping, inactive, these are the things i usually do this "period of rest from routine"! but despite of having the luxury of time indulging myself with these pleasures, I'M STiLL TiRED!!!
.every situation i put myself on is my choice,but every choice i make leads me no where!.i'm lost.no direction, as if i'm a waif!
.i'm not a loner.i'm not a lovelorn either.i have so much love around me. but i'm looking for something that would bring back the lighthearted and easygoing person i used to be. but sad to say, i can't. i still can't find it. i tried to energize myself with the pleasures i usually have but i just find myself wanting to be alone![sigh] i don't know. i always love to be in my room.i love my bed and the feeling of comfort it gives...but this is not the comfort i needed!...i'm still in search, "finding that solace" i usually have.
. i don't know how. i don't know where and when.but i know something's good is starting the moment i breakaway myself from this havoc. but i'm afraid i'll be sick by then.






.find me.look hard.don't stop.i'll be waiting till then.
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